demon

I hate you my soul is missing. I know you took it. I miss smiling and happiness is an outdated concept. Karma will come for you with a baseball bat, and when your blood stains the earth, I will smile. I built my castle and I will also tear it down. If you had a heart I would eat it, if you had a soul I would steal it. But I’m not cruel so I’ll just leave you alone.

I’m a friend of the devils. Are you a friend of mine?

empty once again

i always have this empty feeling in myself. always. it not particularly big, but its there, i can hear it.
i hate it. all i want is to have that banished from my body, from my mind.
i cannot let it go, because i always have a reason to feel empty, lost, confused.
and sometimes when i am happy, it comes back, like a big wave crashing down on me, pulling me into the tide, pushing my body back and forth, undrowned.