nothing

i wanna kiss you, i wanna taste your lips. i just want to hug you and hold you  close. i havent been sleeping much lately and i bet if you were here lying next to me, i would sleep just fine. its your presence that makes me excited, excited to see what comes next. but nothing ever comes next. nothing.

peter fake name

sorry i havent been blogging much lately, just no mood i guess, went to china, it sucked, well thats it, pretty much. going ice skating tmr with kim, and theres this guy, i dont wanna say his name so i shall rename him Peter, so anyways ugh i really like peter omfg, its killing me its killing me slowly inside.

sleep

1,2 freddie's coming for you. "STOP IT STOP.". Veronica screamed. This was the horror story that always haunted her." hahahaha, god your such a pussy." i taunted her. 3,4 shut your door. "Alice please stop, its freaking me out."
We were walking through elm street, one of the most creepiest places to be at 2am. You could feel eyes staring straight at you. Feel them boring in. 5,6 grab your crucifix. "where are we going?" veronica whispered as we climbed into an abandoned mansion. "haha, didnt you know? we are standing in freddie's house. " i dont like it, lets get out of here". i could see she was afraid, but i loved the thrill of it. 7,8, stay up late.
I opened the front door and i slowly walked in, Veronica right behind me.
We looked around the place but found nothing of our interest, until we reached his room, we saw this this mannequin doll, which looked just like freddie krueger, his eyes staring straight at me. I looked closer and suddenly his hand started to move. 9,10, never sleep again.

hurt me

these bottled up feelings are bound to explode soon enough. its just waiting for the right time. its been nearly 2 months, and i dont think i can keep up with this much longer. i miss your smell, the scent of your body, everything about you is just wonders waiting to be explored. its sad because i bet you dont even like me, and i am wasting all my time on you. Yes, you. You are the boy of every girl's dreams. oh how i wish, oh how i wish i could have you here in my arms right now. but who am i kidding, you're just stardust waiting to be blown away..