hurt me

these bottled up feelings are bound to explode soon enough. its just waiting for the right time. its been nearly 2 months, and i dont think i can keep up with this much longer. i miss your smell, the scent of your body, everything about you is just wonders waiting to be explored. its sad because i bet you dont even like me, and i am wasting all my time on you. Yes, you. You are the boy of every girl's dreams. oh how i wish, oh how i wish i could have you here in my arms right now. but who am i kidding, you're just stardust waiting to be blown away..