desperation

i see light. lots of it. i have the urge to crawl out, but instead i see a pair of hands grabbing me. he started to pull me out of the hole
i breathed in my first breaths of air and then i started to cry. everything was too bright, for my delicate eyes to see. The mysterious people wrapped me up in a small piece of cloth, and then handed me over to this woman who i assumed was my mother.
she craddled me ever so softly and sang me a lullaby " if only, if only the woodpecker sighs, the bark on the tree was as soft as the skies, while the wolf waits below hungry and lonely, he cries to the mo-o-on, if only, if only.:

i hear people whispering, i look at my mom and i watch as her face turned to horror and desperation. The doctor picked me up and put me on a machine. my mother cries and i am left waiting on the machine..i see there is a mirror in front of me and i looked at myself soon realising that i am an infant. I am only a child.